Friends

                    Me felt lazy to get up since is holiday 
Hi long time again , today topic is friends and my next year life 
        

                  
Much more is about my problem of friends . To me ( when i was young ) is a important and valuable thing it bring happiness , laughter and joy but now i think friends is troublesome it talk to you then to others is hard to talk to them about your feeling sometime when you were talking to them then suddenly someone come in and they talk much happier because you doesn't has anything in common games, likes and hate is hard to get along even if you have someone likes is common is still hard to communicate =_=" Just like W we like anime but she talk about hers more than mine and even sometime we can't talk about or own likes. Having friends is even harder than being alone . I like being alone is like being in your own world and you don't have to care about anyone think about you . Next year I'm being in other class from my friends even though I have one more friend in the same class but i can't communicate with her now she is talk about Korea star with other than me i felt left out around her this make me feel sad unhappy so next year I NOT TALKING TO HER IF SHE TALK TO ME FIRST I'M LIVING MY LIFE BEING ALONE ( in class only ) i hope she get along with me better next year /_\ *sigh* i hope she understand my feeling what i felt inside when I'm left out while talking to her and someone interrupt i try to make her jealous try to ignore her but she just don't know how i felt . Also there one of my friend not truly my friend got into a class higher by one class i hate her SO i can just strangle her .She always try to look innocent and ask " How is your math ? " then she will " Oh is too embarrass to tell you" then is a good grade how pathetic She I'll call her Y and she also just lucky to get in that class since i didn't attend my test since my grandpa funeral i not blaming him i just saying is a coincidence and since is over you can only blame yourself for not making mom schedule for my test and now there is also R she now got married ( just got s boyfriend and put status married ) she never talk to me she just say hi ask how are you and laugh on joke and done .Is easy getting friends but is hard making best friend for life i want a best friend that support me know me understand me but there's only one person know me understand me but not supportive XD my sister Momo even though she is not very supportive but i like her =w=  I hope next year go well since i have a big and important test coming up . Now me and Momo is still obsessed with Xiaolin showdown I want holiday go fast so i can tell G the great news about Xiaolin Chronicles i can tell her by phone but i really want to tell her face to face since is great news since we are big fans of it i think she is big fans i hope so good luck to me next year >w<

Great.....NOT!!!!!

Great news and not so great news i found out xiaolin showdown has a new one is called XIAOLIN CHRONICLES !!!! so excited  but it will publish at 2013 April 8th and also Raimundo turned out a little not so great and cute anymore =_= " and there is a new comer his name is Ping Pong funny .... he is a monk just like Omi but half of his size and have a large circle glasses his skin colour is not so bright yellow and he use wood 

                                          New Logo 

                                           Ping Pong 

        This picture is so mysterious since the dragon is yellow 

Now Holiday start a few days ago , I help my mom at shop .boring !!! is so bored down there i just stay there and stare . The worker are like don't know this and that so they look like idiots to me =w= i felt boring and nothing to do just sometime serve people . 

                                                 Stare

Every time i go to tuition ( OK not every time is just as some of my friend go to tuition center just like mine )i just felt awkward since I don't felt like talking to them These picture will tell you about how i felt everyday with friends 

                                                                      Awkward

LEFTOUT!!!

                                                      Sword Art online !!!!

                                 This is Silica she is so cute!!!! I like her the most 

This is Yui when she was going to be gone ( you need to watch SAO ( short form for sword art online ) to know why she going to be gone )

     The new game ! Alfheim online (sword art online fairy dance !)

         

This is the all the girls from Chunnibyou demo koi ga shitai ( i hate the blond pony tail one annoying!!!!) I know some of you guys like her but i hate her sorry =-='

                                     This is Rikka ( the girl ) and Yuuta ( the boy )

                                             This is Rikka doing something funny  

Hi long time no write blog (more like long time no type XD) i have a lot of stories first Anime ~! i found a new anime-s to watch first is not really like SAO - sword art online i good but the character i like only appear two time one is her story another is when Kirito-kun ( the boy the leader ) dead Oh the character i like is Silica and Yui-chan ( the two pony tail girl [ Silica ] and long black hair girl [ Yui-chan] ) they are so cute . This SAO is about the boy Kirito-kun who like online game very much and he went inside their new game ( SAO ) they are stuck inside and cannot log out they need to finish this game to get out in the end of course they are out but Asuna (the girl with long hair ans a small pony tail behind )is not woken up and they got a new game call Alfheim online ( i think ) is a fairy game and Asuna is stuck inside there and Kirito-kun must save her before she is marry to a person. Next is the funny and i really like Chuunibyou demo Koi ga Shitai ! lol is really funny i like it because is comedy ! Don't get it wrong when watching it ( get it wrong means think is magic but is not, believe me ) . This is about a girl who got eight grader syndrome ( this is mean the girl think she is like inside the anime having super magic and her name is Rikka ) and a boy who is a ex-eight grader syndrome person ( Yuuta ) and Rikka keep talking to him and want him to help her and doing something really embarrassing and their story starts when they met .

                                                         Jealousy

                                                               Anger !

                                              Sadness   

Next is my school life . I hate it sooo much but i still go to school I hate P ( a ex-best friend ) M ( Ah mei) J ( Joe ) and i hate everyone ( except my sister , my grandma and my family [ not much of the ' i hate everyone ']) They left me out so this week i bring book to read . The reason I hate them P i hate her for a long time so don't care . I hate M because she left me out always talk with her now friend i so jelly ( a much nice word than jealous ) Not that i care so much i just want it to be like before we talk together . Next is J i hate her because of her blabber mouth and also she talk with someone i hate so much and they have much more conversation then we have i hate hate it hate it !!!! and now for a girl we have so much in common ( in anime )    i call her T she only talk about herself anime i hate when we talk anime fairy tail she blabber herself i just sit beside her and nod nod nod ! 

Omi ( the monk ) ,Kimiko (The only girl) , Raimundo ( The genius) and Clay ( The Cowboy) sitting on Dojo ( The Dragon) to get Shen Gong Wu !!!

Now me and my sister watch back our little favourite show Xialin showdown is so great i really like it I like all the character Omi ( bold yellow monk ) Kimiko ( the only girl ) Raimundo ( the only little boy ) and i don't really like Clay ( the cowboy ) and i don't know why O.O and i also hate Dojo ( the dragon ) he is annoying This show is about the dragon warrior ( them ) go seeking for Shen Gong Wu to protect peace from the evil force Wuya .I always like the part when good people turn bad XD so i really like when Raimundo and Omi turn bad XD i think i'm a weirdo lol know it seen it like it This is all for today XD :D this is the first time i write this long and have lots of picture XD 

Hope there is double me =_=

Pantherlily scared of thunder kawaii!!

grandchase~

Fairy Tail~! I like Lucy the most ~!

                                              Feeling Sick

Holiday goes for a long time and there is a lot to do folio homework folio and more HOMEWORK  !!! I felt  so tired I have no life only being ordered here ordered there and i'm so tired of being two face all the time i want to have fun have freedom (the other kind of freedom not wanting of no parent the no homework freedom ) Now my friend ( i just call her J) she now playing grandchase >w< yay and my other frined ( i just call her M ) she now talking with a group i felt left out and J i have no subject to talk to her sad~ i have a new friend anime friend ( let's call her W) we always talk about Fairy Tail ( a great anime who saw these blog go watch fairy tail is cool !!!!) she like pantherlily most me too ( a cat very cute !) I got a new nickname Piong =w= my name that read very very fast funny but i think not really i felt being played around haiz..... but i also made nickname of theirs hahahaha~

HOLIDAY!

Holiday finally come but is not as fun as you think ~... other people and my friend will be sitting in front of the computer and open facebook but me i will be working =_= the work i'm doing is pasting a thing to a piece of cloth for the collar ....... i felt so tired because of standing the first day i do a whole day !!!!! same for today !!!! hate it but half of the day only my sis do with me ......... i felt tired and there is more!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Bored

Hi blog.Yesterday is the first day that i'm sick from school i got a weird disease that i have spot all over my hand and leg and also my throat is hurt when i eat anything it hurt badly and today is much ok i felt happy to  stay at home but i felt bored too why ? o.o When holiday , we 'yay' at the day before it but the first day "argh" bored bored bored when we start school "I want holiday holiday holiday !!!" weird O.O  Now I only felt hurt from my throat >0< 

:O

Hi ! saturday i have a lot of fun with my friend this is the first time my mom gave me go out with my friend WITHOUT Caretaker (Sister following) =w= i ate a large popcorn myself is that weird o.o to me no because when i ate large with my sis at half show then puff no food =__= so not weird my mom gave me go but i must finish the promise i must get good grade and no staring at computer / laptop all day. Sunday not many happen but my cousin got a application and go study at Australia COOL ! I hope she study hard and safe there, we go say farewell ,good luck, best wishes to her . Monday not much but sleepy just like today. To tell you something i felt uneasy and sad when my friend talking to other friend about going out and i can't go or telling secret i felt unfit and sad and also hurt =_= is this what people said friendship bridge broke ? i think is just false feeling for me

The challenge of world

Today is like always but much better than holiday i guess you can't get  what you want like your weight to change T_T atleast i lose some weight like three or more =w= you know i think i have better life but annoying ! my dad always tell me what to do so i feel unhappy so i'm don't tell him some stuff private and also likely to me  
Another thing is i hate it when people say i look like a innocent funny  =_= do i really look like that ? so hard to understand i guess world is like that let you feel uneasy and sad but it let you feel hate to live like that but in the end you are the luckiest person in the world and you feel regret for saying i'm the saddest person in the world and want to leave this place i guess this what is a challenge 

There really is only 1 cm of Happiness

Yesterday my dad change his mind and give me go out with my friend i had many fun and i go watch movie with my sister we watch Madagascar 3: Europe's Most Wanted that is very funny and i got the song in my head flowing like ladadadadada  ~ Afro circus ladadadadada~ Afro circus it was a great movie the penguin is a super genius and i like it i hope i have one as for today i borrow my friend pendrive to play a new online game dragonnest is fun but hard to control i had the fun for 3 or more hour in the field and here come the storm gra~ gra~ dad is here ! and here come his fateful servant his lecture blah blah blah game is bad blah blah blah there really is short time of happiness my sis theme is true

Glominess in the Air

Today i felt sad and annoyed by my dad i felt sad cus tomorrow i suppose to go out and celebrate my friend birthday but i didn't get to go cus my grandpa is sick and he is in a hospital eventhough i want to go with friend but i need to go visit him  is hard to choose from friend and family  so is had for me because it is the first time i get to go out with friend eventhough my sis is going with me and i'm annoyeed because of my dad keep talking bad words about grandchase(online game)  said grandchase this grandchase that and also afternoon when i get back from visiting grandpa in the hospital , i ask my little brat sister and my big evil minded gloom cloud all over less nicer than before sister to help me but no~~~i have thing to do no~~~~ i can't now so i angrily throw a billow on the brat one she is much making me angry. so i angrily dry the clothes myself and also my little brat playful annoying brother didn't help me on the disney channel destination thing so i also throw the billow on him i ask him to help me why can't i get what i want all the time ! i really want to go to disneyland tokyo !!!!!
i really learn a lesson on this never trust people and always stay away from my dad i really felt sad but i always feel better after watching tumblr on thev veron.tumblr.com :D i hate this world and i hate my annoying family except grandma mom and my gloomy second sis i also like my big sis too eventhough sometime she make me angry but i know she stress lots :D i hate most is both my braty sister and brother 

WHY!!!????

Finally i'm back to this blog today i don't know why my dad hate online game so much ??? is game that bad ??? why ??? since is holiday why can't i have fun ??? why can't i play all day ?? that is so weird ,game can't kill people and i can't play till death why dad can't understand me ??? why can't i play all holiday ???