Hope there is double me =_=

Pantherlily scared of thunder kawaii!!

grandchase~

Fairy Tail~! I like Lucy the most ~!

                                              Feeling Sick

Holiday goes for a long time and there is a lot to do folio homework folio and more HOMEWORK  !!! I felt  so tired I have no life only being ordered here ordered there and i'm so tired of being two face all the time i want to have fun have freedom (the other kind of freedom not wanting of no parent the no homework freedom ) Now my friend ( i just call her J) she now playing grandchase >w< yay and my other frined ( i just call her M ) she now talking with a group i felt left out and J i have no subject to talk to her sad~ i have a new friend anime friend ( let's call her W) we always talk about Fairy Tail ( a great anime who saw these blog go watch fairy tail is cool !!!!) she like pantherlily most me too ( a cat very cute !) I got a new nickname Piong =w= my name that read very very fast funny but i think not really i felt being played around haiz..... but i also made nickname of theirs hahahaha~

HOLIDAY!

Holiday finally come but is not as fun as you think ~... other people and my friend will be sitting in front of the computer and open facebook but me i will be working =_= the work i'm doing is pasting a thing to a piece of cloth for the collar ....... i felt so tired because of standing the first day i do a whole day !!!!! same for today !!!! hate it but half of the day only my sis do with me ......... i felt tired and there is more!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Bored

Hi blog.Yesterday is the first day that i'm sick from school i got a weird disease that i have spot all over my hand and leg and also my throat is hurt when i eat anything it hurt badly and today is much ok i felt happy to  stay at home but i felt bored too why ? o.o When holiday , we 'yay' at the day before it but the first day "argh" bored bored bored when we start school "I want holiday holiday holiday !!!" weird O.O  Now I only felt hurt from my throat >0< 

:O

Hi ! saturday i have a lot of fun with my friend this is the first time my mom gave me go out with my friend WITHOUT Caretaker (Sister following) =w= i ate a large popcorn myself is that weird o.o to me no because when i ate large with my sis at half show then puff no food =__= so not weird my mom gave me go but i must finish the promise i must get good grade and no staring at computer / laptop all day. Sunday not many happen but my cousin got a application and go study at Australia COOL ! I hope she study hard and safe there, we go say farewell ,good luck, best wishes to her . Monday not much but sleepy just like today. To tell you something i felt uneasy and sad when my friend talking to other friend about going out and i can't go or telling secret i felt unfit and sad and also hurt =_= is this what people said friendship bridge broke ? i think is just false feeling for me

The challenge of world

Today is like always but much better than holiday i guess you can't get  what you want like your weight to change T_T atleast i lose some weight like three or more =w= you know i think i have better life but annoying ! my dad always tell me what to do so i feel unhappy so i'm don't tell him some stuff private and also likely to me  
Another thing is i hate it when people say i look like a innocent funny  =_= do i really look like that ? so hard to understand i guess world is like that let you feel uneasy and sad but it let you feel hate to live like that but in the end you are the luckiest person in the world and you feel regret for saying i'm the saddest person in the world and want to leave this place i guess this what is a challenge 

There really is only 1 cm of Happiness

Yesterday my dad change his mind and give me go out with my friend i had many fun and i go watch movie with my sister we watch Madagascar 3: Europe's Most Wanted that is very funny and i got the song in my head flowing like ladadadadada  ~ Afro circus ladadadadada~ Afro circus it was a great movie the penguin is a super genius and i like it i hope i have one as for today i borrow my friend pendrive to play a new online game dragonnest is fun but hard to control i had the fun for 3 or more hour in the field and here come the storm gra~ gra~ dad is here ! and here come his fateful servant his lecture blah blah blah game is bad blah blah blah there really is short time of happiness my sis theme is true

Glominess in the Air

Today i felt sad and annoyed by my dad i felt sad cus tomorrow i suppose to go out and celebrate my friend birthday but i didn't get to go cus my grandpa is sick and he is in a hospital eventhough i want to go with friend but i need to go visit him  is hard to choose from friend and family  so is had for me because it is the first time i get to go out with friend eventhough my sis is going with me and i'm annoyeed because of my dad keep talking bad words about grandchase(online game)  said grandchase this grandchase that and also afternoon when i get back from visiting grandpa in the hospital , i ask my little brat sister and my big evil minded gloom cloud all over less nicer than before sister to help me but no~~~i have thing to do no~~~~ i can't now so i angrily throw a billow on the brat one she is much making me angry. so i angrily dry the clothes myself and also my little brat playful annoying brother didn't help me on the disney channel destination thing so i also throw the billow on him i ask him to help me why can't i get what i want all the time ! i really want to go to disneyland tokyo !!!!!
i really learn a lesson on this never trust people and always stay away from my dad i really felt sad but i always feel better after watching tumblr on thev veron.tumblr.com :D i hate this world and i hate my annoying family except grandma mom and my gloomy second sis i also like my big sis too eventhough sometime she make me angry but i know she stress lots :D i hate most is both my braty sister and brother